Question:
Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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bonjour belle !! i am glad you are preparing something and please don’t forget a present for you, something special and also flowers !!! flowers are nice in the house to see, makes feel good, and a small present just for yourself is also a nice thing from you to you if i would be around, i would bring you lots of flowers, but they will be only in my mind… have nice b*day preparations satya — (Y) (..) c((")(") – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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I’m glad you solved the problem, Beauty. May I wish you a VERY Happy Birthday, with many, many happy years to come!! Best regards, Nahanton – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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Thank you. Mind flowers are good. Fleurs. Muguets. Lis. Roses. Lilas. "Nous n’irons plus au bois Les lauriers sont coupees La belle qui viola Ira les ramassees Voyez comme on danse Entrez dans la danse Sautez! Dansez! Embrassez qui vous voulez!" (Do you know this pretty little play-song and dance for children? We lve to teach children how to do this, as a play-song in the US when we visit kindergarten classes and stuff.) We will make sure a present – we have a bit coming from the mthr to go shopping with. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – bonjour belle !! i am glad you are preparing something and please don’t forget a present for you, something special and also flowers !!! flowers are nice in the house to see, makes feel good, and a small present just for yourself is also a nice thing from you to you if i would be around, i would bring you lots of flowers, but they will be only in my mind… have nice b*day preparations satya — (Y) (..) c((")(") Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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is good dat u find somfin to do n somone to do it wif. we hops is a vewy vewy happy day fer u. *hugs if k* *waves* katie (rainstar) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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Thank you Nahanton – We wish you many happy, healthy years, too. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m glad you solved the problem, Beauty. May I wish you a VERY Happy Birthday, with many, many happy years to come!! Best regards, Nahanton Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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Happy Birthday! I’ll have a latte in your honor
Rainbow Colors (Jill) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
– The colors blend, the edges soften. Swirling and mixing we are becoming white light.
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well, we hope your bday is a good day. — astri – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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Hello friends – I did it. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided.
yay for cakes, and yay for parties, and most of all yay for good friends who are around at just the right time. you’re going to have a wonderful day. i can feel it. :-) -kelly
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Thank you katie (rainstar) we thank you for the b’day wish. We hopes, too. We hurts for the son, too. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – is good dat u find somfin to do n somone to do it wif. we hops is a vewy vewy happy day fer u. *hugs if k* *waves* katie (rainstar) Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty. — For more information about this NNTP posting service, contact: If you want an anonymous account, visit our sign-up page: https://asarian-host.net/cgi-bin/signup.cgi
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We gets a grin at the thought. Thanks. We not have one, but it sounds good. We think you have a big accomplishment to make us smiles. Beautys. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Happy Birthday! I’ll have a latte in your honor
Rainbow Colors (Jill) Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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Thanks, astri. I have a piece or two more of the puzzle left to construct. We’ll keep hoping, too. I wish I could help my son. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – well, we hope your bday is a good day. — astri Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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Thank you, kelly. Yeah, she’s pretty darn special – I won’t even say what she’s done for me – the timing is bad, given the current tenor here at asd. Well – darn it – maybe I’d better say it: Spoiler for tangential and non-graphic ref. to an attempt I made 6 yrs. ago – 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 She helped me during a time when I had done a serious thing – nearly succeeded. She came to my house and got things for me – clothing, make-up, etc., w/out my even asking, w/out my even knowing she knew. She was so wonderful. And she told me recently that the effect on her of what I did was horrific. In her words, she was "a basket case" for months afterward. I don’t know yet exactly why – because I haven’t been able to see her privately in order to get to talk w/her. But merely knowing that was such a gift – because she told me a time when I was very low. Not that I will *ever* do what I did again – it is way beyond my "laws" for myself now, and I have put numerous safeties in place that it should never be again. But knowing that it mattered that much to her – that was a gift, because it made me understand that *I* mattered that much to someone. I thought that maybe it was important to say that right now. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hello friends – I did it. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. yay for cakes, and yay for parties, and most of all yay for good friends who are around at just the right time. you’re going to have a wonderful day. i can feel it. :-) -kelly
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YAY!!!!! WOOOOOO!!! PARTY!!! i gots da glitter ‘fetti, n i can bring bloons, k? :) jt (Glo, n a kid)
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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Oh, yes, please do bring balloons – my son would not think it was a party otherwise! And, okay, we can have glitter confetti if we have it outside and then vacuum it up (sigh) because otherwise our cats would prolly eat it and then it would be a sad party!!! Beautys. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – YAY!!!!! WOOOOOO!!! PARTY!!! i gots da glitter ‘fetti, n i can bring bloons, k? :) jt (Glo, n a kid) Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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we hope your birthday is a very happy one! Ravensong – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
In black, there are all colors, Where darkness, always the light, Iridescent the raven’s wing in sunlight. – Brooke Medicine Eagle
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Thank you, Ravensong. Your wishes are strongly felt. Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – we hope your birthday is a very happy one! Ravensong I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty. In black, there are all colors, Where darkness, always the light, Iridescent the raven’s wing in sunlight. – Brooke Medicine Eagle
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issa virtual asd party. :) no glitter for da kitties to eat. :) we can have catnip confetti! -kelly
*grins* i like it! ;) jt
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I guess we could sprinkle catnip – they would like that! Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – issa virtual asd party. :) no glitter for da kitties to eat. :) jt Oh, yes, please do bring balloons – my son would not think it was a party otherwise! And, okay, we can have glitter confetti if we have it outside and then vacuum it up (sigh) because otherwise our cats would prolly eat it and then it would be a sad party!!! Beautys. YAY!!!!! WOOOOOO!!! PARTY!!! i gots da glitter ‘fetti, n i can bring bloons, k? :) jt (Glo, n a kid) Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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issa virtual asd party. :) no glitter for da kitties to eat. :)
we can have catnip confetti! -kelly
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issa virtual asd party. :) no glitter for da kitties to eat. :) jt
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Oh, yes, please do bring balloons – my son would not think it was a party otherwise! And, okay, we can have glitter confetti if we have it outside and then vacuum it up (sigh) because otherwise our cats would prolly eat it and then it would be a sad party!!! Beautys. YAY!!!!! WOOOOOO!!! PARTY!!! i gots da glitter ‘fetti, n i can bring bloons, k? :) jt (Glo, n a kid) Hello friends – I did it. My b’day is Saturday. I was not looking forward to that. I was sitting awake sometimes at night, stewing in my minds, thinking of how I would do that day. The husb. "has other plans" that day. I would be alone w/my son – that is – w/my son, so that I would be w/him, so that isn’t alone, but it means that I cannot leave my son alone to go do something w/anyone if I had someone to do something with. I have to find a way to do something that includes the son and would be good for me. I figured it out. I did it. I decided to risk a telephone call and risk having it not work out. I called a friend I haven’t seen in a long time – but she is someone who has been a good friend to me, and someone who knows my stuff. I told her Saturday was my b’day and asked her if she would be able to get together – we talked about whether her son might come, but she thought not. And we figured out what to do so that it would work out that she and I could visit and my son would have something to do, too. And it solves the problem, too, of how to have it be a b’day for my son, because it hurts him that his fthr isn’t going to be here for a b’day – that makes it too clear to him that his prnts are not actually in touch w/each other in any sense except residing in the same house. He doesn’t want to know this fact. So we can disguise the absence for him by having our friend over and having a cake (even though we don’t eat cake very much, and even neither does he). But our friend suggested a cake, and we thought it was so good of her to make that suggestion – that we have a little celebration. And so we are going to do that. And maybe even some balloons and who knows what, just to have it be a celebration. Just a little bit. Some things we like, some foods we like. We have decided. And thanks to you all for listening. Oh: and you all are invited. We think the cake is going to be a yellow cake w/cannoli filling (w/choc. chips in the cannoli filling), w/white buttercream icing and purple (of course) flowers and my name. Oh – should I have "Beauty" written on it or my birth name? I think – we have the birth name. That is what we will have on it. For our birth. And we will be 49 on that day, about 2:00 or so in the afternoon, is our birth time, and probably about the time our friend and I will be having our lunch and cake. Much regards – Beauty.
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